Where Has All Our Money Gone?

I watched a very enlightening and shocking You Tube video the other day. It was a speech by Senator Kennedy on what has been found at USAID (Agency for International Development). This agency is giving your tax dollars to certain organizations around the world. Some people are very upset that Musk is allowed to look at this information. But I think the American taxpayer has a right to know where a good chunk of their taxes are going. Would you like to know? I would. Well, here are just a few places where money is going.

  • To Afghanistan
  • To Yemen
  • To Syria
  • To support electric vehicles in Viet Nam
  • To a transgender clinic in India
  • 1.5 million to a Serbian LGTB group
  • 164 million to support radical organizations around the word, 122 million to terrorist organizations.
  • Millions to organizations in Gaza, controlled by Hamas
  • 2 Million for sex change operations in Guatemala
  • 20 million to produce a new Sesame Street show in Iraq
  • 4.5 million to combat misinformation in Kazakhstan
  • 10 million of meals to an Alkaid terrorist group
  • 7.9 million to a journalist in Shirl Anka to teach people to avoid binary gender language
  • 1.5 million to rebuild Cuban media
  • 1.5 million to promote LGTB in Jamaca
  • 3.9 million for LGTB courses in Macedonia
  • 8.3 million dollars for equity and inclusion classes in Napal

Senator Kenedy was quick to say that some of our money may be very well spent. But a lot isn’t. I think USAID should be changed to USAIC (US Agency for International Corruption). It is bad enough that we are using our tax dollars for things we don’t agree with, but it is doubly bad that America is in the process of corrupting many other nations. It is shocking!!

I give my praise to Elon Musk for digging out this stuff. I do hope and pray that much of USAID is dismantled. I am in full agreement with firing all of the 10,000 working there. We cannot let this kind of stuff continue.

Our Worship in Heaven

In Revelation 7 (from the sixth seal judgment) John, in his vision, saw a great multitude of people praising God.

Revelation 7:9-12

After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could count, from every nation and all tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, and palm branches were in their hands; 10 and they cry out with a loud voice, saying,

“Salvation to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb.” 11 And all the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures; and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, 12 saying,

“Amen, blessing and glory and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor and power and might, be to our God forever and ever. Amen.”

This great multitude we know are the resurrected martyrs of the fifth seal (v. 14); and they are worshipping God around His throne with the angels, and also with the elders—who are actually the resurrected church (that will be us!). What a glorious group!

John tells us that this great multitude had washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb (v. 14); for this reason, they are before the throne of God (v. 15). Hence, they worship Him because they are so grateful to God and the Lamb for their salvation which He purchased for them with His own blood.

And in their worship, they serve Him day and night in His temple; and He spreads His tabernacle over them—which means that He covers them with His presence. And they will no longer hunger or thirst or suffer from the heat of the sun; for He, their Shepherd will guide them to the springs of the water of life; and God will wipe every tear from their eyes (vv. 15-17).

This particular scene is during the Tribulation period in heaven. Of course, after the Tribulation and during the Millennial Kingdom and for all eternity we will still be worshipping Him, and for the same reasons—because He has saved us and is with us, and because He loves us and cares for us.

We will never stop serving Him or worshipping Him. In fact, our service (which includes our reigning) and our worship in some respects are the same. Our service is how we worship Him. And all that we will do in heaven forever will be for the glory of God and to bring Him worship. And that will also bring us pleasure.

None of our earthly pleasures can compare with the delight we will get in serving and worshipping Him. The Psalmist wrote, “Whom have I in heaven but You? And besides You, I desire nothing on earth” (Ps. 73:25).

Reigning with Christ

Our reigning with God and with the Lord Jesus will be in heaven during the Tribulation, then during the Millennial Kingdom, and then on and on for eternity. There are four Scriptures that we will highlight.

From our first passage in Matthew 19:27-28, it happened that Jesus was traveling with His disciples to Jerusalem. And after Jesus had confronted a young man, telling him that he must sell his possessions and give that money to the poor in order to obtain eternal life, he went away grieving; for he was a rich man. Peter then came to Jesus and said to Him,

“Behold, we have left everything and followed You; what then will there be for us?” 28 And Jesus said to them, “Truly I say to you, that you who have followed Me, in the regeneration when the Son of Man will sit on His glorious throne, you also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.

Here in verse 28, the words “in the regeneration” refer to the regeneration of the earth in the Millennial Kingdom. Clearly, he was saying to Peter and all the disciples that they would sit next to Jesus, each on his own throne, reigning with Him. And their reigning seems to be specifically toward governing the twelve tribes of Israel. Hence, we have to conclude by this that the Jews will be the primary group of people during the Millennial Kingdom.

Luke 22:29-30

And just as My Father has granted Me a kingdom, I grant you  30 that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and you will sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel.

In this setting, the disciples were partaking of the Lord’s Supper (the last one); and they began arguing among themselves as to which one of them would be the greatest in the coming kingdom. And it was during this clash that Jesus granted them to eat with Him in His kingdom, and also to rule with Him. How gracious Jesus was to forgive them of their selfishness and to speak to them of how they would reign with Him. Jesus must have thought it was pretty important to tell them what they would do. I think He was excited about it, and He wanted them to be excited and ready for it—instead of arguing among themselves.

Revelation 3:21 

He who overcomes, I will grant to him to sit down with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne.

This is the third time Jesus brought up the subject of reigning. But here it is not just His twelve disciple who will reign. It is he who overcomes,” which refers to all true believers. And it seems clear that at any time we are in heaven we will sit down with Him on His throne to reign. What a privilege that will be.

In the first two passages Jesus was addressing only His disciples which would rules over the twelve tribes of Israel during the Millennial Kingdom. But in this passage (Rev. 3:21) Jesus is addressing all resurrected believers—you and me. Hence, the disciples will have a special mission to rule over all Israel. But all others (who are resurrected believers) will have other duties. We don’t know what they will be; whatever Jesus assigns to us to do we will gladly do it. In general terms (as Revelation 3:21 indicates), we will reign from His throne—with Him. But more specifically, I think we will probably be assigned some region to rule over, or to do something else.

Revelation 22:5

And there will no longer be any night; and they will not have need of the light of a lamp nor the light of the sun, because the Lord God will illumine them; and they will reign forever and ever.

This passage (vv. 1-5) is clearly describing the eternal state of every believer. We are His bond-servants (v 4); there will no longer be any night, because the Lord God will illumine us; and we will reign forever and ever [with Christ]. So, we are more than servants, we are rulers over the earth and the universe. We are heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ.

Now before we leave this topic, I want to include a few other verses. This subject is too important to leave anything out.

Genesis 1:26-28

 Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; and let them rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” 27 God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. 28 God blessed them; and God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it; and rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over every living thing that moves on the earth.”

Just before God created man, He commissioned him to rule over all the earth.” At this point man’s rule did not include other people, but in the end—in heaven—it would, as we will see. But clearly, from the beginning, God made us with the capacity, and a purpose to rule.

Matthew 5:5

 “Blessed are the gentle, for they shall inherit the earth.

The gentle can also be translated as humble or meek. They are true believers, followers of God. And I would say that the closer a person is to God, the more he will inherit from God.

Matthew 25:22-23

 “Also the one who had received the two talents came up and said, ‘Master, you entrusted two talents to me. See, I have gained two more talents.’  23 “His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful slave. You were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.’

These verses are from Jesus’ parable of the talents (Matt. 25:14-30). We must be careful not to read too much into this teaching; but here we may definitely see that our faithfulness now will determine how much God will entrust us with regarding our leadership in heaven.

Luke 19:17 

 “And he said to him, ‘Well done, good slave, because you have been faithful in a very little thing, you are to be in authority over ten cities.’

This is a similar parable as Matthew 25, but it is a little different. In Matthew 25 the faithful servant was put in charge of “many things.” Here the faithful one is given authority over cities. Hence, we don’t really know what we will be given to do. But I’m sure we will be glad to do it.

Roman 8:16-17

The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God, 17 and if children, heirs also, heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him so that we may also be glorified with Him.

I love these verses. We suffer now on this earth as He did. But soon we will be glorified with Him. And we will share all things with Him as fellow heirs with Christ. I like what Randy Alcorn said. “Ruling the universe is a family business.”5  Indeed, we are part of His family and we share all things with Him.

1 Corinthians 6:2-3 

 Or do you not know that the saints will judge the world? If the world is judged by you, are you not competent to constitute the smallest law courts? 3 Do you not know that we will judge angels? How much more matters of this life?

Here the application is to not sue our brethren, but rather to seek the Lord for wisdom in resolving a case ourselves—since we someday will be judges over many and even over the angels.

2 Timothy 2:12 

If we endure, we will also reign with Him;

If we deny Him, He also will deny us;

“If we endure” means that we prove that we are true Christians by our life. Then we will also reign with Him. But if we deny Him in this life, He will deny us when we see Him; and we will miss out on the great opportunity to reign with Him.


5 Randy Alcorn, Heaven (Tyndale House Publishers, Inc.: Wheaton, Illinois, 2004). p. 211.

Wrestling with God

Wrestling with God is never wrestling against Him (in the proper sense), but always for Him, that is, for His righteousness and justice, etc.  When Abraham and Moses wrestled with God they argued and pleaded for His righteousness and justice, and for His reputation (Gen. 18:22-32, Ex. 32:11-13).  Thus, our wrestling in prayer must always be against evil and on the side of God (though at times in prayer, when we can’t quite understand His will, we will find ourselves arguing against Him—until He shows us what is right).

When we wrestle with God, we wrestling to take hold of God; or we wrestle with ourselves, to arouse ourselves to take hold of God (Is. 64:7).  Our wrestling with God, in a sense, is trying to get God’s ear, or to get His attention.  It is a crying out to Him, a pleading with Him.  But all the while we must not try to convince Him of anything that is out of His will.  Hence, our wrestling must always be in harmony with the Spirit of prayer.

But let us not be content to just wait on Him—waiting for His will to play out.  No, we must take hold of God and plead for His will.  For that is what He really desires of us.  It is what the great men and women of faith did, and what we must do.

Wrestling with the Devil

The devil and all his demons are, for the most part, the cause of our spiritual conflict; it is against them that we are called to war (Eph. 6:12). The demons are referred to here as “principalities” (or rulers), as “powers,” as “rulers of the darkness of this world,” and as “spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.”  They are organized into a powerful evil force, whose purpose is to corrupt, destroy and to keep people from the saving grace of God (2 Cor. 4:4).

Our battle with the devil is both defensive and offensive.  Defensively, we stand firm against the devil—always having on our spiritual armor (Eph. 6:14-18).  Offensively, we seek out and destroy demonic strongholds that Satan builds up against us in our mind (2 Cor. 10:4-5).  These strongholds are the accumulation of arguments for evil that he tries to bring into our mind—for the purpose of deceiving us into believing his lies as truth.  They are the places in our mind where demons are protected and like to go.  They are the places of moral darkness.  If we categorized them, I suppose we could give names to them, such as: unbelief, failure, fear, and lust.

But we have many weapons at our disposal to break down these strongholds. Here are just a few: the word, faith, obedience, humility, and love; but our greatest weapon is prayer.  Without prayer we would have no power at all.  Prayer brings us the energy to put on our armor, as well as to pick up our sword.  Without prayer we can do nothing at all against the enemy, but with prayer we can always gain the victory.  Hence, in all our warfare against the enemy there must be constant, earnest prayer, all kinds of prayer, and prayer that travails.